It is the first time i had suicidal feelings And i feel Painting

To Be Yourself Is All That You Can Do I was born in Poland and I am created from violence, lust and light. I always look where people are looking away. I travel to places that, despite their existence, escape our awareness, that we do not want to see, know or integrate with our existence. I was raised on the work of Nan Goldin, Robert Mapplethorpe, David Nebreda, Jacek Markiewicz and Renaissance masters. I am in love with living street art, with the poetry of walls free from the market and the desire to sell. I have always been curious about the line at which aestheticization kills the truth about the reality that surrounds us. And I wanted to find the capacity within myself to live the truth about life, to live the wholeness of life - love and violence, kindness and brutality, beauty and ugliness - to experience everything, to be complete. I have always wanted to see myself - my whole self - see the truth about every part of me, every particle and cranny. Constant change and journey have become a way of my life. Always curious about what I don't know yet, always going to where the center of my fear is - so as to truly know myself and the world. To embrace and understand all the forces that create us and the reality. I committed myself to finding peace in extreme experiences and violently confronting people with the unwanted truth about them and the world we create. I currently live and create in Genoa, Italy, but my backpack is always ready for the road. https://rozapietruszewska.com