Whirling dervaish Painting

I have always been the silent one, i never express anything or rather i don't know how to. Art for me has always been a way to express myself. I get lost in my imaginary world whenever i paint, the world become colorful and i find my peace within. I am Hanifa Anum a Pakistani Artist. Started this officially 5 months ago. I started it to find peace and to become more myself. it's hard for people to understand that its very difficult to remain dedicated to your goal. It certainly doesn't feel good to be judged by your family and friends 'its just art' for them, when they don't even know your story and struggle. The world today is very competitive and it's very hard to achieve your goals. But you have to keep going and just be better than you were before, just do what you love to do. I hope we all make it. "What would life be if we had no courage to attempt anything?" -vincent van gogh